Friday, December 29, 2006
I've been enduring the few moments of my life back then...i ask myself...isit worth it? i dun think so... wad kind of pain, no one cares...Friends slowly flow away from my life... shd i take the initiaive? or isit they may think i as irritating? Sch is reopening...n i desperate for my results... I do not wan to take this shit anymore... jus hope the holiday would end asap... family ties isnt as strong as b4... jus enjoy ba
Thursday, December 14, 2006
I hate holidays.... from O's end till now....it sux... i jus feel too weird n too free to adapt to.
Even though i got things fer mi to enjoy doing...but can't be enjoying all the way.... its not like mi...
it's jus feeling damn weird...n waiting fer the idiot job to b available... the person in charge said she will give us a call...but i tink she's giving false hope... but my mom said they will call...haiz...dunno wad to do now....
back to bout my family, things are getting worser when the problem isn't affecting mi... as my brother is the problem to my family... a burden... i thought at the first place he shouldn't be born after mi... but i cannot be that inhumane.... which my parents told mi before hand that he is alright n there is no reason to abort him..further more, being a christian, my mom struggled b4 whether to abort n decided not to. I saw the long term effect of this idiot bro, n no one seems to take heed of my "advice".... So this is the resultant effect...that Joel is rebelious n giving haedaches to my parents.. Wad i did is giving him the hard way of teaching, which is scolding screaming, beating n we end up fighting sometimes.... I feel I'm wrong in e sense of wad he is today...even if i'm wrong, it's jus a ltittle...
There is one thing that can express wad a feel right now....---
Saying I love you is
not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
not to say but if you only knew
Ho-ow ea-sy
It would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me 'cos
I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel that your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Hi there again...i'm back from bangkok and feel very weird nowadays even though the trip there was damn fun.
i think i've enjoyed too much there and i feel very weird if i'm too relax.
I guess i'm still thinking of her
Saturday, December 02, 2006
yo....aw....i'm damn tired... the prom was fun, n we ton the whole nite till 6 n take e train home...
slept n wake up to prepare fer piano lesson from 5 - 6 pm... n met des n yile to des's frens's chalet... ate our meal n walked a long way through housing estates till we reached a basketball court n begun our maniac... we played about 3 matches n walked to the chalet from dere...haiz... it sux mann... so tired=).... reached hm bout 11 plus n slept.... today... i need to prepare stuff for singpiration at S.F.(student fellowship) a busy everyday...... 4th, monday, it's holiday to bangkok a 5 day 4 nite trip till 8th.... with my family! yay.... but i feel tired, need to replenish all neurons n cells formation.... I wana sing stand by me- by oasis....anyway, prom rox!!!
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