Sunday, November 26, 2006
Aw...i'm so damn tired...since after i touch basketball n having the match at suntec... haiz... today was alright..jus holding up jus enough to buy prom stuff after church...although haven't finish yet... fun going out wif Yile n Des... hope wed they would come again , buy stuff wif mi=) jus finished writing lirics n chords of the song Photogragh by Nickelback... Prom nite is coming man... our preparations is not enough..wad to do? this holiday is gonna be a busy one... can't have a relax one... but nevertheless, i still enjoy it! Christmas is important to every christians as it celebrates the birth of Jesus christ... n i gonna be batise on tht day!!! i'm going holiday wif parents to bangkok about 6th dec lyk that... den 26th dec , there's the fellowship camp in s'pore.. next week gotta prepare fer activities that are still setting up for christmas ..and mi n Zhongwei leading Singspiration next week lea...aw...anyway..it's better off den slacking without doing anything during holidays... if that's the case, i worse off then a pile of shit... am i one?? lol...
i'm feeling mad these few days although i'm tired.. probably after ytd nite of being underaged drinking wine- black bull__ bla bla..., lime something n chocolate something of 40% alcohol
that idiot des=) brought bad accompany, introducing mi to them n hanging out till late after church that previosly i went fer Suntec basketball 3 on 3 match... DAMN tired!!!!
but i still LO SOH.....tok so much... think i'm too happy wth... trying to cover any unhappiness n treating everday lyk there's no tomorrow....
things u got to worry fer the future, there's always tomorrow to carry on..
today's problem, carry on wif it, not bringing stuff to cramp ur mind of tomorrow...
do not be too depress dear frenz.. if not u will suffer depression... be careful... this is one hot hit in the world... 3% of the world population suffer from this depression.. n can be quite scary..
ppl may commit sucide, change of mood... cry suddenly..
sad or angry fer jus a little problem
it's not worth it...
think about it, being happy is everthing..... u can't buy happiness nor life... it's gone when it's gone...
life is short... treasure every bits n pieces and solve it in an puzzle wif no regrets...
memories fade, but ur love, ur heart in everyone's heart will nv fade...
gogrrrr.... lame sia, gd nite
Saturday, November 25, 2006
that sahila, said the way i blog was weird.. actually i also think so... =.= i dunno y...
that day she told mi was when i offer her a job.. as a General Asst. this job is found in the newspaper by my mum n she showed it to me, told mi to go interview... n den i ask yusa... lol...he rejected mi ... so i called sahila, cuz she applied fer M.I. -commerce course as first choice, same as mi, n she wants to work too... chiu wen also applied fer M.I. but sci 1st choice...
aw...we interviewed at tampines telepark #01-06.... we wrote particulars n the person brief us on the work.. it's about doing some project, at bedemeer, bukit panjang there... I think is factory work.. dealing wif electronic components, computers, n stuff like that... probably got air-con...
1 day can earn up to $80!! 1 hour $6.20...... working in shifts sia... gd thing is starting on january lyk that and work 3 days n rest 4 days, work 4 days and rest 3 days, alternately.. wu..shiok seh.
that means u gt to work 14 days in a month..haiz, shift work.........
But! during public holiday, ur pay increase 3 TIMES!!! that means it's $18/hour.....hahaha...
during chinese new year onli la....
luckily my parents helping mi to collect hong baos....
if not i can't enjoy this privilege working gd money=)...
aw shit... i need to go soon... gotta meet kian liang, hafiz fer Basketball match at suntec...
i paid $20 fer it... wif free AND1 jeyseys....of course i go there fer the jeysey itself=)
meetin them at 9.45 AM ...... okzz...cyz!!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
it was so fun ytd...jamming with them again...aw....love it man...
nt sure whether to go Millinium institute...
sahila n chiu wen told mi to go...still finding frens to go with mi....haiz..
but i also want to work..what should i do?..
today i found a work as general asst. going fer interview at tm latta...$80 / day lea...
whoa.. yea... ah...anyway..if go to M.I. fer next year... jus go for first week den dun go liao..haha..
sahila told mi that... i c first lo....latta in e day i'll confirm wif them...
moreover, there are other fishes in the ocean.... other birds in the sky... whish...whu.... wads there to be an idiot to wait..haha....
I love singing veri musch man... BUT!! ytd i'm in charge of singing the first song on prom!!! argh....stress ah... i think i'll do my best lo... my vocal sux...haha..nt up to that standard... must improve.. cya another day=)
Monday, November 20, 2006
It so fun mann..aft endeing all e miseries fer a few months holding on to urself to endure O lev... This morning jus finish sci MCQ...aw.. isnt' it great? i went hm aft tht n met Yusa fer lunch.. we decided songs fer our performance during e prom nite..oh..i look forward to it...haha...Yusa actualli went to help us ask e councellor fer our performance, n e councellor also looking fer a band.. dey paid $200 to outside band n paid us $50 fer the deal of Yusa, Silas, Eugene n me rocking the stage first during prom...i'm glad i'm not the one singing... Yusa gonna do the job..haha... he n i spent the afternoon searching songs n he played some indonesian songs in youtube for fun.. lol.... aft tht i accompanied him to his hse, saw his sis n sis's boyfren both jus woke up... =.='l... i use an escuse to use his toilet...haha.. n run hm to slp... now den, jus woke up by my mum fer dinner.. wad an afternoon nap...shiok mann... haha.. i go play maplestory first.. cya
Saturday, November 18, 2006
sorri..forgt to set the date fer the previous post..sorri yea... this was posted immediately after the previous one
hi...jus feel veri tired the whole day when i woke up to play some maple..which i'd gave up b4 at the start of the year....haiz...my lev 62 cleric saw cowsweb on e rusty wand... actualli maple quite boring ar...jus plae fer fun.... tomorrow morning still need to report early to church...at 9... it was fun...going out wif des dey all... fun was we played arcade after eating long john... we killed vampires, hit e table hockey n race daydona...den went to supermarket as any gals present in any outings gave fer this reason to shop in almost everi station...aw...i saw jess and shenny...i think dey went to buy prom stuff...which wad shenny told mi e dae b4....all e while, things passed lyk that...but something was on my mind e whole day... i do nt wan to share ... jus hope i could chat again wif that somebody ...i'm so tired...argh...gd nite den
Friday, November 17, 2006
hi..yo... i left last paper of sci MCQ O lev in 20th nov 2006... wad to do? i have a weird feeling these few days...isit becuz of the prob unsolved? y does things doesn't go so smooth..? I've been a bad person and guilty fer everything ii've done.. but guilty is jus an escuse n is of no use to someone...although it is peaceful goin through without it...but i still miss the days tht wad i've gone through n cherish it in my heart... But i need to face reality, choosin the right path, makin the right decision...n noe wad is right and wrong. it was haf a year since i've touch basketball... today, i'd tried it n found out things are nt the same anymore... weichen, my good fren since sec 1, was a promising fren and gave me alot support both emotionally, physically n "sexually" =p.. It was fun, having to forgt troubles for one moment.. but i hate it when ppl order me around.. who do u think u are? Rainbow are very conspicuous and u'll get it who i'm referin to. This guy sux to the core...haha...jk la... anyway... hatin a person sux too... toleration is the best foundation to ur suppression of depression. The world is evolving young man... grow up... stop thinkin bout urself... so wad is u got a girlfren? birds are flocking high up in e sky, watching ur ass...=)
Back to the issue of unsolve prob.... should i b the one to fo up to the prob? or wait for the prob to come to me? i'd try not to think so much ... but losing something in ur heart seems weird n makes u desperate for it.... wad can i say? the world is unfair... since everyone is not perfect, y shld i care? Is it wrong to have so much activities? i noe my char sux and am working on it.. through trials n experiences... but hypocracy takes the lead, showing the way to doom. I feel that i am "special" n mad in a way...Is it my fault? i noe i'm to blame...i gt nth less to say
Friday, November 10, 2006
Everything went so fast.... treating as if nth has happen... trying to escape from reality... painful though... shld things end? Or things will end when e Os end? stressing for it... what for? it's not as if u will die without...stressing.... stress is a gd thing...too little not gd, too much u will become mad. the "alright" volume will bring u further to run the extra mile, making u unleash u true potential that is hidden in u.... did it occur to mi? i dunno... Jus hoping i will get gd grades for O level.. This period of examination seems long yet fast... in an blink of an eye... i'd left 2 papers... core hist- modern world n sci MCQ... aiyo... what to do? Many times i felt guilty doing something i'm not supposed to, guilty for wasting time nt studying.... afraid of e consequences... but things always when out smoothly in the examination hall.... I HATE TAKIN Os IN E CLASSROOM!!... In e hall, u can sense the atmosphere, cool blowing of the fans , everyone is tense up... u only can hear e fan's blowing and ur adrenaline pumping.... isn't it most conducive for an exam? i love being in the hall... not sarcastic but its true...for me lar....
hey... something cock up ytd... y things went so badly? jus becuz i didn't do and had been expected to go forward and do, the blast furnace jus exploded... If u ar angry..jus be it.. u wouldn't wana see my face again... i'd done my part in telling u...y can't u understand? if u wan to continue like dis, so be it... fuck all this stuff off mann... take all these things away... get IT? wtf... i'll blame de dick of these fucking babuseng's wet rice cultivation... throw the plants away mann... put the HYV seeds on the dick of 4000 hectares... REMEMBER- COS A = (b2 + c2 - a2) /2 b c.
heheh... i am sorry.. jus hope everything could go back to normal... everyone around looks very stress.... i'm more of the pain in the ass... i'm sorry for nt teachin u maths
Thursday, November 09, 2006
hi...i am in the midst of O level.... feelings float in the air.... confusion of psysic that push me to the end of never return, making regrets to hard to swallow...... changes gd yet bad - toring me apart.....it's tiring...when will this end? when is the end of the world? is it coming? will it end all things gd n for all? what's the purpose of life? can u tell mi? jus eat n shit all day, can it help?
Hope i can do well for the O level....jus that simple...
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